The real is realer

I knew we were moving

I knew we were packing

I knew we were going to be away from everyone

I knew what was expected of me

But how is it just NOW sinking in? The other day I was called by D for him to come look at our house for the move. As soon as we hung up, I cried. Hard.

I'm three and a half weeks away from moving 1200 MILES from home. Holy crap. 1200 miles.......that's a long way......

I still know that I'm moving. I still know I'll be packing. I still know I'll be away from everyone and what's expected of me. I also know I'll be with two amazing guys who can never not make me smile.

And that makes it ok.